These were all brave women. Their lives were very difficult, but a common thread seems to have been their faith in God, no matter which side of the conflict they were on. The best and worst of people seep out in times of hardship, and that's seen in sometimes admirable, yet often atrocious conduct of the soldiers on both sides. Those women whose faith sustained them were granted inner strength amid the turmoil.
This evening's reading was journal entries by Isabella Buchanan Edmonson. Belle was a confederate spy, smuggling letters and supplies to the rebel forces. Her mother had died in 1861, when Belle was 21. Belle was 23 when she penned these entries. Leaning heavy into the strength of her Redeemer.
Father of justice and mercy, crown our armies with victory, drive the wicked tyrants from our Sunny land-we humbly crave thy pardon and blessing-oh! give us peace-guide my Bros., keep them from harm. ~ March 28, 1864
Oh! Heavenly Father, we pray and beseech thee to hear our prayers - drive the enemy from our soil and give us peace. ~ June 30, 1864
Oh! my heavenly redeemer, guide me, teach my heart forbearance, and for pity lighten my trials. ~ July 26, 1864
Belle died unexpectedly and suspiciously at age 33, July 1873.